Alena's heart surgery, preschool and other things

Alena has heart surgery coming up on the 24th of april, i'm not sure how i feel about this. I think she needs the surgery but i've never been given much of an option with any of her other surgeries. We also had her "transition meeting" with the local public preschool for special needs, it went ok there are a few things i dont like about it but i can overcome those. She'll also be going to a private preschool so that should be fun to coordinate. I said something to my hubby yesterday and i think it was really true... sometimes i feel like a personal assistant. i guess its just another title for mommy.